a little bored at the moment...

so bored with the internet right now...ive checked my mail like 18 times...in the past 24 minutes....yea thats bad...

my weekend has officially commenced as of sunday night...meaning i get monday and tuesday off this week so its kind of my weekend..

ugh so tired...not really i took a nap at like 4 oclock...till 7...yea it was refreshing...if theres anything productive ive done this summer...its ive learned to take naps...my 605 posse would be proud as i am now one of them..

i forgot all the stuff i wanted to do this summer...so heres my list

learn guitar...work on photoshop...learn flash and after effects...maks some $$...work on my graphic novel...work on my book...work on my screenplay (not like i have an idea for one)...play some piano...thats really it i guess...ooo and finish harry potter...and some other books...can we start a book club now guys??

and there is one last thing...

blogging from the abyss that is my life

o self loathing-how i've missed you old friend. where have u been? i've been lonely...but i must say now that ur back id prefer to be alone.


i swear. i keep getting myself into these awkward/horrible. self-destructive situations...and this is just bad...and i can't really deal with my decision making abilities right now.

i no what i did was stupid and i shouldn't have done it. so why did i do it? why?

i have no friggin clue.

streaming live from...my room...

hello all..another gorgeous summer day has passed us by...i sat outside for an hour today...i think i got one tanline...progress is all i ask for...all i ask for...but i think it wore me out because i havent even been up for 12 hours and im exhausted...i should sit in bed and read harry potter...i really want to finish it this week...ok maybe not this week...but really y not...

but yea...today my glasses broke and not much else happened...

i watched oprah...i showered...i ate...i was thoroughly unproductive but now i will be because i need to throw myself into something else to take my mind off of things...