catching up...

so i've been in the city for almost a month and barely blogged...which upsets me thoroughly...i love it here...and never want to leave...but i can't help that nagging loneliness that seeps in. but im trying not to concentrate on that.

sooo...anywayz...i have a few personal projects in the works. I just saw dark knight. for free. I saw legally blonde. for free. I've been all around manhattan. Museums, parks. Bonding with the asians, the turks, the mexicans. Must upload pics. And im getting paid.

Rediscovering my love for drawing. Can't wait for school to start. But tomorrow. I want to go out.

I did printmaking for the first time today. The class that i followed around the rest of the week-the teacher was a background designer for Doug and Rugrats. She gave me some of her drawings. Gangster. I really miss my friends. I'm watching friends.

I'm gonna go lay in bed and finish up a drawing i started.

just for future reference...

just in case i forget what it feels like to be :D...

just want something to look back on so i can keep being :D :D :D

a little bored at the moment...

so bored with the internet right now...ive checked my mail like 18 times...in the past 24 minutes....yea thats bad...

my weekend has officially commenced as of sunday night...meaning i get monday and tuesday off this week so its kind of my weekend..

ugh so tired...not really i took a nap at like 4 oclock...till 7...yea it was refreshing...if theres anything productive ive done this summer...its ive learned to take naps...my 605 posse would be proud as i am now one of them..

i forgot all the stuff i wanted to do this summer...so heres my list

learn guitar...work on photoshop...learn flash and after effects...maks some $$...work on my graphic novel...work on my book...work on my screenplay (not like i have an idea for one)...play some piano...thats really it i guess...ooo and finish harry potter...and some other books...can we start a book club now guys??

and there is one last thing...

blogging from the abyss that is my life

o self loathing-how i've missed you old friend. where have u been? i've been lonely...but i must say now that ur back id prefer to be alone.


i swear. i keep getting myself into these awkward/horrible. self-destructive situations...and this is just bad...and i can't really deal with my decision making abilities right now.

i no what i did was stupid and i shouldn't have done it. so why did i do it? why?

i have no friggin clue.

streaming live from...my room...

hello all..another gorgeous summer day has passed us by...i sat outside for an hour today...i think i got one tanline...progress is all i ask for...all i ask for...but i think it wore me out because i havent even been up for 12 hours and im exhausted...i should sit in bed and read harry potter...i really want to finish it this week...ok maybe not this week...but really y not...

but yea...today my glasses broke and not much else happened...

i watched oprah...i showered...i ate...i was thoroughly unproductive but now i will be because i need to throw myself into something else to take my mind off of things...

love it...

jason mraz...love for a child...listen...now


and also im yours...see my myspace...

=)

just another manic monday

so i hope everyone had a fantabulous memorial day...i did...because my grandma brought me chocolate covered raisins...=)...they were delicious...i also found out there's gonna be a spaceballs animated series!!! woohoo!!!...AND i found a dollar in the clearance section whilst at work...and living lohan is coming on soon so i have something to keep me entertained until i pass out...hopefully it will keep me entertained...i cant imagine it not keeping me entertained....can u imagine if I make a cameo in it?? i mean they are filming it on long island so maybe i was around them and theyre camera crew posse and didnt notice? thad be so rad...i could finally have my own imdb page...

i was so tired at work today...i rang for like 3 hours...and i just...after the third hour...forgot that i had knees that bend cuz i was standing for so long...mmm chocolate covered raisins...yum...

my productive day was somewhat shot to shit (not really) wen my mother and sister got into a fight about ellen degeneres... yea u read that right...ellen degeneres...

i neednt fill u in on the details my love becuase it was utterly ridiculous and i was snickering...while i ate my chocolate covered raisins =)...chocolate is the answer to everything ...NO! its not...must fight the awesome power of chocolate...

but seriously...good day =)